It is hard to believe that after 4 years sober, I am helping to raise a child. I could barely take care of myself 4 years... more
I was thinking today how lucky I am to have the people that I do in my life. I have the friends from Al-Anon, colleagues ... more
I am simply grateful for this site. It has helped me stay sober and relatively serene another night. Thank you all who ha... more
We will be known forever by the tracks we leave.
Dakota Proverb
Wondering if I can get through the coming week without Drinking or Using. We will see!
My favorite meeting is my Thursday night Nar-Anon. Nothing is better. That group keeps me living well!
If the love within your mind is lost and you see other beings as enemies, then no matter how much knowledge or education or materi... more
"The first step — especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but not money — the first step... more
“Just cause you got the monkey off your back doesn't mean the circus has left town.&rdquo... more
I am thankful for taking the tie for myself to do yoga this morning. I was lazy last week and didn't make it to class, and it r... more
Just got back from a meditation class - learning to be still and be in awareness at the same time. What a gift this class is.
I've started a new group! Please join me in the Running, Health, and Fitness Group!
Excellent article in The Telegraph about high-end addicts. http://tinyurl.com/5q6s36
I did, I prayed. I asked for help from my Higher Power AND even asked from my boyfriend and friend. It shifted. I can see progress... more
Greetings! Here is a link to an article in the New York Times concerning the origins of the Serenity Prayer. I found it to be th... more
I just made it 30 days sober and this site helped me to do it. Because of that I donated on-line. I don't have much money, but I ... more
I don't know if I can do this much longer - I sometimes think I have nothing left to give, or that, maybe, I just don't want to... more
My dogs are my bliss - they keep me centered, they keep me real, they remind me of what's important. Keep it simple, and ... more
I've been dragging along on Step 9 - it's time to get my butt and do the work. My sponsor is the best and just gave me a little, ... more
I've had a lot of wonderful comments on my "though trails" on the home page. I feel like I'm making new friends... more
There have been moments when I wasn't so sure, moments when I felt so dark that going on felt like hell. Today I woke up to the... more
Accepting that I drank or prepped to drink for 2-5 hours a ay for 21 years makes going to AA that much easier. The meetings are a... more
in Williamsburg Va - great to be around recovery
Both daughters, sons-in-law, and at least one granddaughter -- probably both -- will be there. Recovery gave this to me.<... more
Kinda hard to channel surf and write this stuff. Trying to clock my head out legally.
You have become very dear to me, you road warriors - When I'm on the site I feel like I know each one of you personally - thanks
Why do I complain? God, you are always so good when I remember to look your way!
Bless, bless, bless!!! you who created this website so that we can support ourselves and one another in our recoveries, so that... more
Detach! Detach! This is not my recovery - it his his! Where is his bottomless bottom?
Was cooking dog bones - a dish towel and some plastic bags were too close - they caught on fire and ruined my counter, but all is ... more
Well, the quote's something like this: one can't love another until one has learned to love one's self. So, trite and SO simple, y... more
As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. ... more
Acceptance may be one of the most difficult things to learn, for it means we must give up the desire to control our life and its o... more
How did I manage life up until now with my lack of life skills? Oh that's right... I didn't do that great of a job. I have come... more
i am really proud of myself right now. it has not always been easy for me so for the time being, i'm grateful for the simpler thin... more
"Yielding means inner acceptance of what is. You are open to life. Resistance is an inner contraction, a hardening of the shell of... more
from my job. Tomorrow I get to go back with my tail between my legs and hope they let me keep working.
Nothing Changes if Nothing Changes. I just love this quote and have been abiding by it for over a year now. If you work it, it wor... more
At this very moment, I'm conflicted. That nagging voice is tugging at my heart telling me that things aren't right. I know what I ... more
to go back to my job. I hate it. It makes me feel worthless. I know the worthless feeling comes from inside me and not from the... more
I went to the ENT yesterday - good news - no growth in my sinuses. Bad news - cyst on the bone at the root of a tooth that will r... more
The ones that show up and do the work and the ones who won't, or can't. Sharing time with them reminds me that I'm not alone and ... more
I have a doctor's appointment today and I'm a little scared - might involve cutting out a possible cyst/polyp and that means the p... more
Thats what addiction feels like, once you've climbed in and made it your home. Resentment and self-pity become your oxygen.
“We can always choose to perceive things differently. You can focus on what's wrong in your life, or you can focus on what's rig... more
In an anonymous program there are often a number of people with the same name but we don't often use last names. Somehow I've bec... more
My husband is staying with his family tonight, giving me an evening to myself. I went out with my step group friends after our mee... more
I have been working the steps for the last several months with a group of wonderful women, and I've found it to be one of the most... more
I have been watching Oprah's web event with Eckhart Tolle - A New Earth - and I am beginning a new journey into finding my own cen... more
I'm trying to end a relationship where my partner is still using and I usually end up picking up the pieces. I know this isn't go... more
life can sure be hell sometimes. today is o.k. i'm clean and sober wish spring was here
I'm new at this stuff - hope this site can be part of my arsenal to stay clean
A champion is someone who is bending over to exhaustion when no one else is looking Mia Hamm - Olympic gold medalist
Just got someone back in treatment. Spent Saturday night in all the wrong places looking for her.... Storm's over for now. When... more
"The more difficult the victory, the greater the happiness in winning." Pele
"The more difficult the victory, the greater the happiness in winning." Pele
Don't let other people's opinions burn holes in your dreams. Elsa Joy Bailey
Don't let other people's opinions burn holes in your dreams. Elsa Joy Bailey
sitting in front of the screen realizing that the knots are untying - i don't know how i dont' really care right now i just know i... more
the signs i receive that guide me and teach me gently , lovingly and with humor. i actually found 5bucks on the sidewalk today ... more
"The noblest question in the world is What Good may I do in it? " ~ Ben Franklin
"No problem can withstand the sustained assault of thinking". I just love this quote. Speaks to the perseverance and genius o... more
can't always say that, but i'm feeling it right now, so i better put it down where someone can see it! Today, right now is all we ... more
I'm looking for Kimberly R. from Richmond Virginia....she is on the video from the home pager.
"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing" Edmund Burke
I recently took a big risk and tried a mind/body exercise. Even though it is challenging, it is better than the chains of my old ... more
I am an expert at avoiding things. My procrastination often stems from my perfectionism. Today, to quote Nike, I am going to "Ju... more
what do i have to lose? I'm so accustomed and comfortable with sinking into, "I knew I could never..." "See, I'm a loser at...." t... more
My child is openly expressing her disappointment in me compared to my ex- and its killing me. Its so painful to stick by my instin... more
Like the first one in the morning with a cup of coffee. Not ready to give up these 2 vices just yet.
What I am doing today is important because I am exchanging a day of my life for it. ~~ unknown
My mind was a windstorm of negative thoughts...and the bottle was calling. Instead of answering its destructive call; I started r... more
Albert Einstein once said “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different result... more
"God has given us two hands, one to receive with and the other to give with." Billy Graham
well, i couldn't control myself as i exited a relationship and told people i didn't even know well that i had broken up. The way I... more
"I just want to do God's will." - Dr. Martin Luther King
I want to create a magazine for and about substance and sexual abuse. I believe it is a plague that destroys more and more peo... more
When you get to the end of all the light you know and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that on... more
No one is capable of gratitude as one who has emerged from the kingdom of night. Elie Wiesel
Courage is the power to let go of the familiar. Raymond Linquist
Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute w... more
When words roll off my tongue, they are no longer private. My sponsor keeps telling me to say "I'll get back to you on that." I ... more
I am thankful that this site helped me not to use when I was really struggling last week.
" God never slams a door in your face wihtout opening a box of Girl Scout Cookies ( or whatever the old adage goes)." Elizabeth G... more
I'm in a rough space financially and I'm not good at asking for help. I'm being pushed to ask for it and to pray daily, sometimes ... more
This has got to be one of the hardest months of my life. Even my shrink told me I have more pressures on me than all of his patien... more











